Michelle2 didn't want to go to the hospital as she didn't want her coworkers and friends to find out.
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But I was becoming weak because I was having trouble eating. So I was falling a little bit. Yeah, so there was twice that I remember falling, and thinking like holy, this is getting bad, but I can’t get it better. But it was also like a push on my part. I didn’t want to go into the hospital because I didn’t want people to know. Like that was – and like the closest hospital, I have several friends that work at. And the hospital a little bit further away I work at. So a lot of that would be my coworkers.
Yeah, so I had this preconceived idea of patients in the mental health ward, or mental health hospital. And then once I got in there I met them and realised that everybody’s got their own story. And everybody’s just trying to make themself healthier. They may not be – like I was worried I was going to get hurt for instance. Which there was never a time where I felt – while I was in there where I felt like somebody was dangerous. The nurses were amazing as well. They were so helpful. Obviously they’re very professional in that way.
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