I know most caregivers feel a lot more negative emotions than people would think. Often outsiders will look at a situation and they’ll feel very sorry for the person who is ill or disabled, and understandably, but they often don’t see the impact on the caregiver as well. And when we took that course at the MS Society, one of the questions the […] facilitator asked was “What was the one emotion that comes to mind when you think of yourself as a caregiver?” And she was anticipating positive emotions like caring, loving, and I don’t know what—those sorts of things. And to a person, everybody in the room, and there was about maybe 15 of us there, the emotions were all negative: frustration, anger, depression, whatever. They were all negative. And it surprised me that that surprised her, because she was a psychologist or a psychiatrist, I can’t remember which. So it surprised me that she was expecting more things about “Oh, I’m so grateful that I can do this for my husband” or whatever. I don’t know what she was expecting, but she wasn’t getting it.
And that’s one of the reasons that the caregiver support group is so valuable. And if anybody who is a caregiver and isn’t in a support group like that, I strongly suggest that they find one or start one. Because if nothing else, it’s just other people who understand what you’re going through and you can blurt out all the negative feelings that you’re having at that time, frustrations or whatever, and feel that it’s going to be understood. People aren’t going to just kind of say, “Well just imagine what your husband’s going through, “or that kind of thing, or “Just be lucky the shoe’s not on the other foot!” or whatever some of these responses might be.